Innocence, Yet Not.

Today;

2010-10-14T15:17:00.003+08:00

I just need some love. The kind of love not every gets.
The kind of feeling between 2 humans. The chemical that really
happens. Come on.... I just wanna express my feelings...
I really want to fall hard on you.

heep!

2010-10-10T18:46:00.001+08:00

N level's over! I dun like blogging no more. Haha! I've gt more things
to do now! :D See me again when i miss my blog. :)

;D

2010-09-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

Okay, i realized that my Cbox went missing! YiYing and

I tried to get back the old one. Didn't manage to do it. So....

Forget it. Anyway, lately rather busy.

Will try to stop searching or creating new

Cbox, until i'm really really free! :D

Anything just contact

me on my phone. :D

And Anonymous, you must be reading this,

since you don't wanna expose who you are,

then i guess it's hard to communicate.

Not that i don't wish to create Cbox.

If on your second thought, you wanna let me know

who you are. Contact me. :D

I know you're capable to find out my contact

number huh. :D Hope to hear from you soon! ;D

With much loves:D

Mercy- Duffy

2010-09-17T11:34:00.002+08:00

Today in the wee hrs, how I wish it was raining.
I just wanted to feel the rain once again. I just wanted to feel it’s presence once again, I don’t know why. I couldn’t sleep. I didn’t want to sleep. Started to love the wee hrs.
And now, it’s raining! I have so much time to spend today. Felt much more relaxed!
Currently listening to Mercy- Duffy. Feeling how the song goes right now. I really can’t wait to finish my ‘N’ level papers, you know. Just hanging in here. I want fun soon! Ohhs ya, got my math prelim results back. Hmm, what to say? I think I should say, “I can do it even better the next time.” 71/100. Wasn’t that bad. But didn’t revise for paper 1. Was almost A. Haha! It’s not too late to discover or realize now. :D I miss Alun so much! The next time go Batam must disturb him! :DD

Batam's trip!

2010-09-16T11:58:00.003+08:00

Barbecue and all! We all drank tgt!
Sisters. I know i look younger! Whahaha!
Sexy backs!
Loser drink up black label! Except for my youngest sis uh!....
Playing with fire works! :D Nice, but dangerous!

''Big Dog!'' That was what my mom had shouted.

UH HUH! Hannah, Alun and me! caught in here! Cool!
Super big starfish that Alun found!
Now, compare Alun's hand and the starfish! BIG?!? :DD
Hmm... Shellcrab, i guess? Haha!
Nice view of Nongsa!

We saw the sunset there! My mom say this was the luckiest

day of her life! :D GREAT!
We're in the boat! Really fun! You missed it! Catch up yeah! :D

Tom Yam! My last day, i had this! Ppl, you've got to try

my mom's Thai Tom Yam!
It was time to dine in! :DDDDD

Okay, really too much to upload! These are few photos. Be updated

bout my life! :D I really miss Batam dearly, you know!

Just love it!

It's beautiful when you learn to miss something in life.

2010-09-13T11:20:00.002+08:00

I didnt know that I'll get to know awesome friends by blogging.
Lately my blog felt much lively with ppl encouraging me
in here. Today's monday. I was back from Batam yesterday.
I didnt wan to go back to singapore at all. It felt so carefree there.
I learnt to drive, thanks to Ahlun, my coach. Haha!
Well, my heart's all at batam...
I felt so lonely last night when i was heading
back to singapore alone. I didnt know wad was it. I had my
sleep only aft 4am! That was bad coz today's my N level paper.
I dun know why would i feel that way. But it just did happen.
I realise this world isn't that small. I've yet know a lot.
I want to broaden my mind by travelling extra miles ahead.
I wan to visit many places. Try diff things. Take photos
of diff seneries. Beautiful seneries. Recently i had a lot in mind.
But i dun know wad was it. Anyway, readers, i promise to
post pictures the next time i blog.
I'll post photos of wad i've took in Batam.
Beautiful photos! :D Check it out soon!

Who could?

2010-09-06T11:43:00.005+08:00

Look at Dave's stomach! HolyShit!

Sentosa with them! Sunburnt aft that! Super fun! Next time again! Woots~

Hihi! Who could be much more happier than me this way? :DD
Cool cool! Hmmmm.... Life's funny, getting along with adrian so much
better than the past. No more enemy, yeah. Funny? Haha! That's how
dude works. Finally, I've yet forgotten my ex. It's been hard.
Life goes on uh!

Just for Anonymous!

2010-09-02T14:15:00.004+08:00

Hi, peeps! i'm posting again just for Anonymous as i'm really keen
to know exactly who that person is. :D Brightens me up a lot? :D
I'm just lazy to post. But i keep myself updated to my blog okay!
Readers, let me update you on wad i'm doing lately...
Most of my time sleepin perhaps? Haha! I'm so much better,
i mean in a way that i feel. so much cheerful!
Of course, I'm lookin forward to get to know more new ppl!
Going to Indie, Sikkim, this year! Volunteering work!
Great huh? :D Alright, i tried updating some photos, but failed. :(
Nvm, some other day, yupp. :D
Loves to Anonymous! :DDD

pain yet helpless.

2010-06-24T18:34:00.003+08:00

you changed my life. you changed the way hw i feel. but it seems like
i changed nothing in you. was it that i wasn't important? i just wanna start afresh.
just wanting to forget you and stand up on my feet once again. i hate it when
i look in the mirror with memories flashing back. the way i see you living now
made me feel so much bad. wad's so difficult for me to stand up again?
i really hate looking at you. but i cannot blame only you for wad had happened.
it's just like you've already forgotten every single thing. but i have not,
i have never. this seems like a joke. it just hurts me.

2010-05-25T08:53:00.001+08:00

give me a break.

i want to know what love is....

2010-04-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

I gotta take a little time
A little time to think things over
I better read between the lines
In case I need it when Im older

Now this mountain I must climb
Feels like a world upon my shoulders
I through the clouds I see love shine
It keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

Im gonna take a little time
A little time to look around me
Ive got nowhere left to hide
It looks like love has finally found me

In my life theres been heartache and pain
I dont know if I can face it again
I cant stop now, Ive traveled so far
To change this lonely life

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
I wanna feel what love is
I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is
I want you to show me
And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is
And I know, I know you can show me

Lets talk about love
I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside
I want you to show me, and Im feeling so much love
I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide
I know you can show me, yeah

I wanna know what love is, lets talk about love
I want you to show me, I wanna feel it too
I wanna feel what love is, I want to feel it too
And I know and I know, I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah
I wanna know what love is...

you'd promised

2010-04-22T11:28:00.003+08:00

Deep down inside, i still miss you.
to be frank, i do.
i'm not talking bout randy. but someone else which noone would
expect. :) you're the past, alomost a year plus ago.
we're th past.

but i've moved on! haha! everything's doing great.
i'm serious, everything's doing great. i pass every sub with
flying colours. but not chinese. i learnt a lot throughout here.

Miss me, ppl! :D

Thank you a million.

2010-04-16T08:39:00.003+08:00

I just miss Randy. i wonder how have he been.
Singapore's so small yet it's kinda difficult to search
for someone.
I just miss him.

This is fantastic!

2010-04-08T11:22:00.005+08:00

Some past photos that i have got no chance to post. (:
volleyball photos. barbecue and outings.

Girls outing, mad! ''Girls generation.'' opps?

Volleyball barbecue, the senior girls!

Group photos!

Snap shot group photo.

My juniors! :D

Seniors with our fatherly coach Heng! haha!

Seniors again, :P

Nice effect!

er, what's this? hahs!

Volleyball is unforgetable!
my teammates are fabulous!
i love my juniors!
i love my coach! :D

Wanna be happy? Be then. :D

2010-03-31T12:52:00.006+08:00

{Memories, Importance}

Sometimes i stop and think, and i realise.
realising is something that everyone should know.
realising means aft wad is done and aft wad ish done,
ish done. i tot i changed from there. but yet not. everythin's
still there, deep inside. just tat there isn't any chance to
show it out. but whatever it is. i'm here today and tat's it.
being happy doesn's mean everythings perfect. just tat you've
learn to look beyond imperfections.
i dun think being happy is a crime.
ppl out there, if you wanna be happy, be.
there's no tym to dwell over stupid things, you know.
once in a while it's alright, coz you learn when you think.
so... let's be happy! :D

you might not know wad it means in here.
but this is wad i wanna say! :D
i feel much better, yeahs.
well, i'm really tired these days.
trainings, homeworks, revisions and al.
wanna sleep more! i'm sick and yet still not enough
sleep. lately studying with kimleng. hardly contact
minghui. he seem busy having so much tuitions. hahs!
so trainings, studying and working takes up
all my tym. sometimes things just dun go smoothly
in my day. but this is life, wad to do?
alright, gotta keep going,
come back soon! :D

Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come

:) extra mile for yourself

2010-03-24T13:40:00.004+08:00

Run an extra mile for yourself therefor,
i'm running an extra mile for myself.
i dont know how high i can reach, but i know
it's gonna be far. XD
ppl, if you have yet run an extra
mile for yourself, start today.
coz you'll never know where you'd go from
here. at least you know you've ran an extra mile
for yourself. :)

Nobody can go back in time and start a new begining,
but anyone can start now and get a new ending.

You tot you did right,

2010-03-08T08:41:00.002+08:00

Some things were better left unspoken.
I'm far too tired to tell you where
you were wrong in or trying to correct you.
Since you think tat you're so correct.

You'll know.

Once again, me like it! ;P

2010-03-04T11:22:00.002+08:00

haha! wad izzit me like it huh?
simple... beach volleyball! haha!
last year paricipated in beach ball under 16.
didn't really manage to get wad i wanted.
i'm lucky i've still got this year. wahaha!
i'm so high for this.
under e hot sun, so cool!
hey, know wad?
i've got some of my results back, wasn't
tat bad, aft all. :D
everything seems going on smoothly.
but lately, seldom meet frens up.
like darren, minghui, kimleng, yuki or 111 frens.
perhaps i'm really tired or too busy?
hope all these aren't excuses.
but of course, there's rarely any phone
calls from them, yeah.
everyone's busy with their life.
i'm improving things towards my youngest sis.
showing her more cares, i'm trying.:D
i'll stay cool, :D

Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come

:D

2010-03-01T08:24:00.000+08:00

Back to ytd, watched Dear John with jian an.
actually wanted to watch wolfman, but then still
chasing aft dear john tat show.
so there we are, at AMK.
yi ying was working ytd, outside e cinema.
went visiting her.
soon aft e show, it's alr evening.
hannah and darling came down here and
had dinner tgt.
yi ying, jian an, darling and hannah.
didn't do anythin much.
but just joking ard like a fool?
well, about e show, starting wasn't tat great.
lots of talking, i guess?
ending part was nice.
it did touch me, but not cry. :D

tat's how i spend my tym.
worked on saturday, study and play on weekdays.
i dun know how to rest my mind.
so mayb going for volleyball trainin helps?
i just wanna tk a break for myself.
i'm worry i cant pass my N with flying colours.
i'm scared i would back out in e last min.

;Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.

2010-02-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

imissit.:D

2010-02-22T08:22:00.000+08:00

it's like a long tym since i last post yeahs?
it took me like years to finish wadever a wanted to do to this blog. laughs?
i'm like so crazy lately. gonna cool myself down soon!
how was yr chinese new year?
of course i wont miss out uploading some pictures!
catch up with you soon!
:D

hello , hello , i'm kinda busy .

2009-12-21T06:57:00.001+08:00

HELLO ! guess who's here ?

kimberly's back to post luhs !

e last few post were posted by my frens , i thanks them .(:

so now i can finally come back .

alright , i'm now at kimleng's hse ... i wonder if the

passerby ish jealous ?

well , this passerby didnt really attract my attention luhs .

but good , you know ?

at least someone's there to entertain me . (:

heex !:D

my life lately ? interested ?

well , trainin , sleep , eat , watch tv ish wad i do most luhs .

haha !

just lately start meeting frens again .

i think i've put on weight as i always sleep aft eating .

i happy jiu good luhs . hahs !

some financial difficulties in the same tym .

but i still can cope with it luhs .

wad should i do in christmas eh ?

where should i go ?

i dun wish to stay boring , laughs ?(:

anyway , just to be simple ,

i'm looking forward towards anything and everything i do .:D

i'm just feeling GREAT !

alright , guess i should stop here luhs ,(:

tkcare everyone out there !(:

misses!

2009-12-08T03:52:00.001+08:00

Fighting on the internet is like being a retard. No matter how good or brave you are, you're still a retard.
Hey, you coward or wad ? Don't dare come to face uh ? I dare come luh hor . Such a stupid thing you also can do uh ! FUCK you luh !
Don't beat bout e bush . I with kim leng yr prob ? Know wad is fren ma ? Frens cannot meet ? Who do you think you are ? Kim leng your pet uh ? Scared i take him away ?
Hello ! Come on luh . If he like you, you have him since a long time ago . Don't waste yr time luh . Think ppl like me care ? If you wan jiu come straight in my face , let me die or else you'll die.

2009-11-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

i changed kim's profile photo.

isnt she look nicer at this photo ,right ?

ha,anw kim dyed her hair brown .

& she is emo todae .

kimleng here(:

live happy .

2009-10-30T00:08:00.000+08:00

Kimleng here(the one beside kim^^),

saving ahkim's blog :]

ha.

we were stressing for the people

going for the batam trip.

we cant find people to join us S: .

by next week if we still unable to find friends,

we gotna call it off .

sian uh.

happy to hear that kim make it to sec 4,

& score well too !:}

*clapsclaps

alrite takecare

BEST-est friend

everything

2009-10-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

hey guys, long tym since i last post ?
hahs !
i dun think i can upload any pics rite now ,
but mayb try visiting kimleng's blog ?
i got back my art result , guess wad ?
A1 !!!
haha ! was over e moon luhs !
i noe i pass my math . but stil dun noe e marks yet .
will update bout tat soon !(:
well, lately meeting kimleng almost everyday .

erm , i dun think i have any idea to update anymore photos uhs .

kimleng ish updating almost everythin i wanted to . hahs ! ass uhs him !

but there ish something i always wanted to say .
i feel like saying out everything .
everything bout him .
some may be wondering who ?
those who knows me very well can guess correctly .
ya, its him . other then him stil got who ?
well , i dun noe wad to say oso .
i told them i'm giving up on him alr .
was it true ?
am i doing as wad i'm saying ?
or am i just lying to myself ?
but i noe giving him up ish a good thing .
a thing i should do .
coz i shouldnt have fall for him in the first place .
my heart do get a lil sour when i tell myself to forget him .
i tot he and i were going off easily ?
how come he changed overnight ?
he did not even leave behind a reason for doing tat .
i dun understand him , seriously .

regarding frens , well , i admit i do get angry with some of my frens at tyms.
coz of bombs , and blahblah .
zheng jie , i noe you are concern bout me .
but i got e wrong idea bcoz of the way you do things , tat's why .
but i'm here to say sorry to you .
sorry .

i noe i will wash you off my mind sooner or latter.
i dun wish to see things like this.
i dun like.
you noe how it hurts.
i'm talkin bout you, M

:D

2009-10-10T23:22:00.000+08:00

hmm , i'm bck ? hahs !

well , exams still on uhs .

hard to find tym to update blogs .

didn't upload any photo .

i noe it's getting kinda bored in here .

but trust me .

i will try my best to upload .

hahs ! papers were fine.(:

now i'm happy !

coz it's a weekend .

tomorrow going out .

lookin forward !

guess stop here ba . see you guys again !(:

i noe it's useless.

i shouldn't have fall for you in the first place.

it hurts to see you.

heavy heart bcoz of you

2009-10-04T06:06:00.000+08:00

hahs ! i'm back again ! fast ba ? i'm really bored !

well , can say i feel a lil heavy in my heart .

i dun really noe how to say it out .

but i'll go with my heart :D

ish loving someone a wrong thing ?

even though i've stop msging you .. or should i say even though we've stop contacting for a period .

i stil miss you . wondering whr are you and how have you been ....

i dun think i should msg you as you would reply coldly .

i do think bout you everyday .

but wad's e point ?

i dun noe why i dun even dare to think if you would contact me .

i'm seriously wondering wad you're thinkin bout .

do i have the rite to ask ? i guess no .

why should i bother much , eh ?

shall i forget ?

idk ...

exams round e corner . i think i should rest this matter first ?

stop thinkin bout you !

love doesn't come easily , i noe .

well , it's a lengthy post . better stop .

i should bottle up the rest alr .

i'm sorry for wad i've done . i tot we could make an out come .

how have you been ? i'm not feeling okay .

but i noe i will sooner or latter .

when will i ever be back ?

let tym determine it .

IMISSYOU

Look at me? hahs!

2009-10-04T03:00:00.001+08:00

hey guys , i wont be updating so much photos . lazy uhs . wann see more go see kimleng's blog.
hahs !
these are few of yesterday's photo . (:

only if love was that simple...<3

2009-10-02T17:35:00.000+08:00

was yesterday's photo.

went to khatib and meet zhengjie all ...

aft that left these few of us. was bored , so these ideas came out .

hahs !

Iloveyou, guys !

left-right}zhengjie, kimleng and me! hahs!

come on , act as a model , man !

unique smiles!

pervertic loves me!

i'm always happy with you guys!

twisty!

i'm a man ! kiss me ! :D

my hair! help ?!?

perfect models? not.... opps!:X

stop looking at me,KL!

hahs! zheng jie face cannot see ... too black . ):

ILOVE this photo !

Snap shot ... tot photo taking were over ! bt , nice !

i'm so lovin you , friends!

another pic of modeling . potential ?

big butts . learn to love it . hahas !

today regarding the english paper1 ...

well , was easy . but i dun dare to say it's easy . i'm worried i might get a C!!

so told frens was alright .

hahs !

i was so tired and sleepy when doing eng paper.

slept late as i went to khatib.(:

hmm , i've got nothing to say actually .

gtg !

ppl , wish me good luck uhs ! hahs !

i dun noe how to love yet. love shouldn't be like this.

I DON'T.

2009-10-01T14:00:00.000+08:00

i don't love you. don't ever think bout it. i hate you. ya, it was all just an empty talk from the start. it was only filled with lies. i dun wish to see you. i am so not happy! i don't know how to vent my anger anymore! out of all, i'm just the unlucky one. why me? just go away, as far as you could. it makes me so so so fed up! so unfair! you bias asshole! alright, i've had enough. i think i shouldn't dwell on it. let me tell you wad i've been doing lately. well, aft sch, headed home. got my nap, awake and study. study helps me reduce some kind of stress i dun like. well, studying ish stress. but still, it's like a happiness. i'm happy that i'm able to study. hahs! 2moro's fri, my first paper! english... well, not really that afraid. haha! i know i can do it e uhs! so ... jiayous kim! friends, i'm sorry if i'm kinda odd these days. i'll still love you guys!
you are just being so bias! you asshole!): you are happy with it, isn't it?

Happy Birthday Ming Hui!(:

2009-09-28T19:59:00.001+08:00

Group shot!

Happy Birthday Lew Ming Hui !

hope you're happy ! haha !(:

gtg go alr . will be back to post mre pics !(:

Tata&Yanqing's baby full month!

2009-09-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

It's a girl; Nicole Wong Xin Yi!

Why don't you?

2009-09-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

it's been so hard for me to fall for another guy

since i broke up wif my previous ex.
i couldnt love
& i feel that love had alrdy gone .
i told myself tat love doesnt come easily
you haf it,you cherish it.
or else you would b regretting it
& todae, i dunno how much i've fall for you,boy.
that's why i said that loving someone & being loved in return
was one of the most wonderful thing.
i dunno who m i to you .
arent we easily goin off wif each other?
but lately,
i dunno what was in ur mind .
mayb is about ur exams.
u seemed tired too .
ur msges were replied coldly,
we even seldom talk now .
we're jus lyk strangers.
but still frens .
evrytym,how i wish my phone would ring becos of you.
the way u reply makes me feel like stop msging you ,you noe?
i guess all this were meant to b lyk this.
i falled for you .

2009-09-24T17:29:00.001+08:00

2009-09-24T16:31:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling so stress lorhs !

exams coming ! i dropped my phone today aft sch , just wanting to see whether i've got any msg from him ? hahs ! silly ?

so heart broken lorhs ! my phone got scar liao !

so damn sad !):

haven even use til 1 year eh !

so unlucky uhs ! another problem ish ...

well , everytime aft sch i can see someone like so boring type !

dun noe wad to do . everyday staying back just for basketball .

but somehow nowadays kinda bored stayin back ...

dun noe why .

go home oso bored . lately i'm so broke uhs !

i'm wondering to myself today .

ish loving someone a good thing ?

i asked my frens . they say no . it's not a good thing .

some say yes . lol !

but to me i say loving someone ish a good and lucky thing .

but whether or not you get love in return , this i jiu dun noe . (:

i just cant wait til exams over !

i wann to go crazy ! haha !

i cannot say life's boring .

idk wad to do eh !

someone bright up my day !

bright up my life , can ? :D

i'll love you even more !

cheers !

2009-09-14T09:32:00.000+08:00

kimleng tot i updated . but i didn't .
was kinda lazy to update any .(:
well , i'll update today without any pics !(:
hope it's fine ! hahs !
i did something stupid ytd . i'm really sorry , millions of sorry to my frens !
we can choose to live happily , why not choose to be happy everyday ?
right ? i've tot it through e whole night .
lately i'm hanging ard with sch frens .
well . nothing really happened in my life lately .
just sch , frens and sports ! lol !
thnak you to , yuki , zhengjie ,
sean , wei yang , kim leng , ming hui , darren .
though i've alr regret so much , i noe i stil have to live .
i better live life happily .
i'll stop thinking of the past le .
LIVE LIFE HAPPILY !
past sh the past !
okay better stop here .
I KNOW I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT!

2009-08-19T08:41:00.000+08:00

good mornin guys ! (: i'm now in sch lab ...
well , lately i'm feeling kinda tired . real tired .):
i couldn't get myself off my bed every morning .
didn't attend sch yesterday .
i'm afraid of my studies . i hope i can manage wel .
back to monday , i went to watch movie with kimleng , zhengjie and sean .
we watched 'where got ghost?'
haha ! quite nice ... some parts just came flying in ... so scary ! lol !
next show i feel like watching 'district 9' or 'final destination' ....
i guess i finally noe wad love was ?
alright , guess i better stop here . (:
MISS YA !(:

2009-08-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

at my hse having steamboat ! (: HAPPY !

at orchard walk walk !!! haha ! HAPPY !(:

at my hse !(: HAPPY !

al finish bathing ... waiting for alcohol ! yeahs !(: HAPPY !

cutting cake be4 having alcohols !(: HAPPY !

my birthday falls on national day . wann to noe how was e celebration ? (:

all i cann say ish GREAT ! i'll post e pictures ! haha !

firstly , was meeting everyone in my hse before going out . coz they wan to put their things at my hse . but they didn't come . all went to orchard ! then i was suppose to go down alone . but lucky !

jonathan msged me . asking whr am i . he and me were still in yishun . so we met and went down to orchard . but before this , zhengjie said he cant be there as he went to ECP with his family !

was kinda sad . when i reached orchard , met weiyang , qinyi , kimleng andd on ......

but didn't met yuki and zhengjie . they gave me a surprise frm e back .(:

we took alot of photos ! was really happy tat everyone came ! haha !(:(:

walk walk ,,, talk talk ,,, jiu go back yishun . went to MCP , bought martel . hse got wine and carlsberg alr . (:

haha ! some went home . aft tat met at my hse again ... and tat's where it al begin again !(: tym for pics !!!!(: hahs !

guys , pics are al mixed up !

everything in here falls in one day ! super GREAT day ! ILOVEIT !(:

yeahs !

2009-08-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

hey ppl , al pics are mixed up ! (:

i love my days !(:

pics are at sch(enterprise day) , sentosa and SCGS

2009-08-09T01:25:00.001+08:00

Today is my brithday and i still cant fall asleep, maybe because i am too excited about it. WAHAHA ! Tomorrow evening i am going to have steam boat with Zheng Jie, Kim Leng, Blackie, Yude, Jonathan, Jie Min, Sean, Qin Yi, Wei Yang and my beloved family. Ok la, dont talk about tomorrow le, talk about today. Today i went to chinese girls school and had a match with some church Frankanstine. WE WON 25-12 MAN !!! WOOOO. Went back to Khatib to slack at untill 10 plus. We had alot of fun there ! We played some stupid game that i am so stupid that I dont know what game issit. Went back home after that. AND that was my fruitfull day !

Actually i feel empty inside my heart and i dont know whats troubling me. Hmmmm, i dont know how to write it out. What issit that i wanted all this while. I am so lost that i no longer know which was my true self. Its like my heart had been shattered into million of pieces. What was the cause of it ? Myself ? Im so lonely everytime when i am down . I looked around and its like there arnt anyone there for me. Ive tried to reach out to hug but there is no one. I cant cry out loud anymore and i dont know whats the reason behind it.

THE END

HI

2009-08-05T08:31:00.000+08:00

hi ppl, my last post was kinda .....
but i'm feeling better . haha ! (:
i've been studying ! i'm trying to strive hard !
all i concentrate more now is volleyball and studies !
lately , i hang ard with schoolmates .
or should i say volleyball teammates ?(:
during e weekends i'll go to khatib and study .
and during e night we come alive with volleyball ! haha !
last weekend we played volleyball and blind mice .
i noe it may sound a lil lame ... but it's fun .
ppl , you noe wad ? kimleng was like !!!!
super active ! haha ! (:(:
i'll be back when i'm free again !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ORKAO !
tkcares !(:

2009-07-30T13:37:00.000+08:00

seriously ! think through again !
wad's wrong ?
wad e heck have i done ?
wad you wann ?
i'm feeling so fucked up !
i'm trying to erase !
do you noe ? words can hurt ppl ?
if you say i'm becoming naughtier, then where have i changed ? think bout this question .
you dun see e other side of me .
you dun noe me !
so dun judge me !
it's hard to leave on ! I HATE IT !
i've been studying ... did you see ?
no ! you see nothing . but al you can say ish i'm becoming worst !
hahs ! was tat just a topic to you bout me ?
i wonder, in your eye who am i ?
i'm trying to erase . you've got yr own life and i've got mine .
dun bother boutt me but yrself instead ! dun ever bother to compare !

2009-07-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

haha ! yuki !

enjoy those joy !

enjoy seeing ahs !

nice ? hah !

TKL and fire ! :D

nixon e gay !

haha ! guess where am i now ??!

at mac with yuki ! 3 am alr ! anw it's sat tmr , who cares ?

hmm , quite a busy week .:D
tmr going school of dance .

then sun going sentosa with yuki , zj , kl and some sch frens . haha !

finally got a beach team to work on !

there's zheng jie , yuki and sean ! lols ~(:

i'm doing better in my life now , days are getting better ?

haha ! happy everyday !

today posting some pics ...

talk bout today ... aft trainin met zhengjie , yuki and kimleng to north point ,

and we had subway !

aft tat slack ,,, talk talk and blahblah things ...

aft tat bid goodbye to zj .

so we went to 120 to talk .

alot was done .

singing ... talking ... joking ... laughing !

haha !

and nw ended up here . (:

2009-07-18T00:14:00.000+08:00

guess who's here.ha

cant guess one lah.

kimleng here.

helping this lazy kimberly to blog.

so lucky uh ?

ha.

nvr link me somemore.lol wth right.

ok la i suibian link myself okay,i very good one.

hope u are doing good ,

:] .

2009-07-08T17:21:00.000+08:00

haha ! now at yenlin's hse with ...
yuki , yenlin , darren , minghui, ivan , keith and sara. :D
okok , i go le , BYEEE ~

2009-06-20T07:20:00.000+08:00

HE'S LOVED !<3
HE'S LOVED !<3
HE'S LOVED !<3
haha !
happy everyday !
i love you guys !

she's cute !

BY NOW .

2009-06-20T07:06:00.000+08:00

by now , he's heart might have alr die on this relationship .
i dun noe who to call every night . who to find everytime when i miss him .
and tell em how much he was to me .i wanted to contact him many many many tyms !
i'm used to have him in my life .
whenever i'm down . he's always be there .
i wanted to share how i'm feeling now with him .
but ... it's al bout him . i cant tel him ! no !
i cant ! i cant disturb his life anymore . he said he feel pain , hurtfull in this relationship . i shouldn't contact him . i might as well stay in a corner and cry every night and day rather than let him suffer again .i tot he'd always be happy with me .
i dun wann to let go . but i have no choice . as long his happy with his present life . i'll be contented .i've tried my very best to be happy ! it's been three days without him . i ... i really love him deeply until now ... i've never tot this day would come .
i miss his voice . i miss him . who can share this pain with me ? i've been puttin on a strong front ... baby , i'm sorry .
LET TYM BURY THOSE FEELINGS*
DADDY , MUMMY , WILL I BE FINE WITHOUT HIM ?

HOW LONG ?

2009-06-20T06:56:00.000+08:00

he left me crying for days and nights . guess he'd forgotten me .
guess he'd forgotten our love . guess he didn't miss me at al . he must be happy now .
i want to let everything go . i'm so hurt . i've been missing him for days and nights .
i wish i could hug him tightly .i noe he see no future in this relationship anymore .
tat's why he left . but we've been tgt for some tym . why dun we work hard tgt ?
i choose to leave . to give up . i noe you said you're tired . but i'm wiiling to give you tym . you said you didn't need it . you've made everythin clear . but somehow i cant let go ! do you really think it's impossible ?

BLAH !!!

2009-06-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

ppl ,, didn't i say i'll be back to post more pic ?
i remember saying tat . (:
well ... i'm here . nowadays just concentrating and thinkin of him . and nothing else .
HAPPINESS IS HIM .

ONLY HIM

2009-06-03T15:26:00.000+08:00

hey ppl ,,, lately i'm really down . it seemed like i've gt alot to say .
i cant concentrate on anything . we're no longer tgt . but i still love him .
i dun wish to say more . just one thing . i love him . e memories are great .
hoping he'll be bck . i pray every night . his e first and last thing on my mind .
HOPE HIS HAPPY !(:

BAD & GOOD ?

2009-05-19T12:57:00.000+08:00

okay ... i've seen my paper .
i mean chinese paper and music results .
i'm happy i got A for my music ! it light up my world !
but i'm sad i've failed my chinese .
as usual . but i'm not e last one . tat's wad i'm glad bout .
volleyball trainin resume back as per normal today . i didn't noe bout it .
i dun noe wad i'm thinkin .
i wann to go bck . but at e same tym . i dun wann .
i just wann to sleep at home ...
i'm alr sec 3 , no use to try hard . coz there's no chance i'll be someone in volleyball .
it's too late !
it's really funny . 48 hrs , but i've only got bout 8 hrs of slepp . why am i nt feelin tired at al ?
i usually love sleeping alot ... funny ...
i dun feel like myself at all .
i'm nt crazy ...
but ... idk ... i just wish i could eat a pill where i can go to sleep .
a long and nice sleep.
alot of saying now ...
PLS BRIGHT UP !

DEPRESSED

2009-05-19T10:36:00.000+08:00

i feel so depressed ...!
i've seen my paper , my exam papers .
english and EBS .
i just dun noe wad to do . i feel like stopping here . just give it a cut .
i'm kinda tired . it's like no matter how much i try it will never never come to wad i wann .
i felt like crying out so much .
really ... felt so hopeless . i dun wann to sit for another paper anymore .
it's enough !
i've been tryin to study . i just cant get wad i expect !
why ish this happening ? am i so useless ? am i tat type ?
i'll be having my chinese paper back soon .
i dun believe i'll fail . if it does , i guess it's really e end .
i feel like shouting out ! so much tat it hurts me !
i just wann to be alone ! i dun noe why am i talking so much here . idk ...
can anyone help ? no ! coz noone understands me . noone knows how it feels like .
wad's e point of studying now ?
i think i'm living this world very far away alr .
my drifting apart from this world . no this , no tat !
this ish my very first tym feelin so upset .
feeling so bad . i dun like it . will it help if i cry ?):
i feel like killin myself ! cutting myself so deeply tat it feels gd !
it's so unfair ! i feel so unfair ! UNFAIR !
i've got so much to say if i got a listener .
but ,,, well ,,, idk ...
just , forget it . i hate sch ! i hate everything !
no more happiness !)':
UNFAIR LIKE HELL !!!

DISTANCE BETWEEN US

2009-05-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

the world seemed changed . yes , as tym past by , things change .
does tat mean e bond between us change ?
idk ,,, i've been trying to hide al my feelings .
but i cant until now . to be straight forward .
i'm talking bout yuki and me .
well , i dun wish to talk much . better stop here .
she doesn't noe how i'm feeling now , yeahs ?
i dun noe her anymore .

2009-04-25T14:30:00.000+08:00

yenlin so cold !
darren looks stupid ?
me and my bestie(yuki)(:
wc, zj, yuki, ivan(:
always US !(: wahhaha !
full group photo !(: woohs !
hey ppl ! i cant post much ! i'm running out of tym .. i'll try to be bck to post mre ! i've got so many many photos tat i wanna share ! lol !(:
anyway , bye bye ! miss me hor !(:
LOVES

HEY PPL !

2009-03-24T12:01:00.019+08:00

ppl ! imy !XD
umm ,, kinda bored now .
actually dun wan post e . then think again ,
better to update uhs . haha !
today linked 3 ppl lerhs ! lol !
and umm ,, i realised something , my blog aren't dead yet .(:
now in sch comp lab . hse no comp ! humph !
so boring norhs ! if got jiu hao .
wil update everyday uhs ! frenster wil create til very nice uhs !
lol ! say so much oso no use . got comp mehs ?
haha !
okay luhs ! stop here lerhs !
TKCARE PPL !

(:

2009-03-16T13:49:00.000+08:00

hmm , never update XBD say mie . some more say i gettin fatter !):
mayb got hor ? so long never exercise lerhs .(:
hmm , dun really noe wad to update lehs . life stil go on .
same thing norhs . slack slack talk talk al this . i'm now at linlin's hse .(:
doin project . wid grace , xue yu , lin lin , hui bing and yan jun .
my blog seemed dead . no idea wad to update at all . so .... juz bored .(:

FINALLY BCK ?

2009-01-30T08:10:00.002+08:00

guess i'm finally bck , yeahs ?
wow ! it's been so long since i last post .
happy chinese new year to all !
felt so boring without having a comp at hm uhhhhssss !
spoil spoil spoil !):
haha ! bt nvm ..
kinda stressed up for this year !
no more playin le uhs , this year muz wake up le !
well , when i cant get to blog , it seemed as if i've got alot to say .
now i'm gone blank and i dun noe why .
went to kbox 3 days ago , was wid xiaochen , yuki , hannah !
had a fun tym in there !(:
haha ! singing ish something i like to do bt i cant sing well .
i seemed so tired nowadays .
bt i noe tat it's fun eveyday !
hey guys ,,, i tink i gonna stop .
i'll get bck asap to post again , yeahs ?
i dun wish to see my blog go dead .(:
tkcare guys !
I LOVE YOU!!!

SO BORING OF WAITING

2009-01-01T05:49:00.000+08:00

now at krislan ,,
it's bout to be 6 in e morning !
yet waiting , play til sianx sia ! humph !
so long norhs !
i'm wid xiao chen , xbd and xiao boy .
xiao boy hungry , wann go eat ...
then xbd stil playin dota !
so boring uhs !
sianx uhs !
sch reopenin ! gonna see schmates again !
lol ! well , countdown for 2009 was kinda boring ?
stay at kampong ! til midnight then got mre ppl uhs !
there's umm ,,, shi hao , tata , botak , andy , jia guang , xbd plus xiao chen and mie !
aft tat headed here(krislan) !
anyway ,, ppl ! wish you al a happy new year !
for all my frens and family !
blessed throughout e year of 2009 !(:
heex ! so long never blog a long wann wid picx .
noe why ?
seldom go town le uhs .
then seldom tk picx as well .
goin bck sch to be a good gerl !(:
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

WHY ? I SIMPLY DUN UNDST

2008-12-25T04:59:00.000+08:00

i'm sad .
life's so misery here .
i jux dun wann to stay .):

STEAMBOAT

2008-12-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

wahaha ! nw at tata's hse ...
having steanboat earlier !
haha ! hmm , today gt tata , xiao chen , both my sis , yi kwang , jiaming , ahxiong , xbd , yuki , datou , xiaoboy ....
i'm so so so e full !
well , actually ish to celebrate jiaming goin to army ,
and tata's ORD !
happy ba , kor ?
ORD in few days tym !(: heex !
nothin to do tat's why decided to post !
we tooks pics too !
upload nex tym when free !(:
hmm , i goiin wacth movie lerhs !
bck to post pics other tym !((:

tkcare frens !(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XBD !!!

2008-12-04T16:15:00.000+08:00

wahaha ! i'm bck !
blog's so dead !
haha ! no worries ,, very free to post le !
now at datou hse wid xiaochen and xiaoboy .
nowadays staying at hm ,
frens come to my hse slack and sleep .
like nothin better to do .
like tat oso good nahs .
haha ! yuki at malaysia !
miss her much nahs !
today went trainin .
was kinda fun startin ,,, bt then got tired soon !
muz workk harder in volleyball liao !
my passion muz come !
haha !

so long never post like alot to say !
hehex ! wanna post picture le !
xbd e birthday on 1st dec !
went to sentosa ..........

STILL GOT MYSELF SMILING (:

2008-10-19T17:31:00.000+08:00

it juz seemed so bright , bt behind it ?
it's filled wid blacks !):

well , i noe i did alot of mistakes .
i'm sorry .

i juz wan to smile !
i dun wan to noe anythin about sadness !
life ish so hard here .
i stil place smiles on my face !
everythin wil be alright !
simleeeeeeeeeeeee !!!(:

HEY ,, PPL ! IMY !

2008-10-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

yeahs ! finally exams over !(:
and ,,, days passing by seemed to be gettin boring .
dun noe wad to do .
bt then , stil as usual , go 111 slack .
haha !
ppl , guess i'm stoppin here ba .(:
i'll be bck if i can .
tkcare !(:
LOVED !

JUZ MY LUCK !

2008-09-27T15:06:00.000+08:00

ggrrrr !
wan play audi . in e end ?
forgotten my login ID long ago le !
haha !
noob hor !XD

hmm ,,, told you guys i wont be bck to blog until exams over ,yeahs ?
haha !
bt i'm bck !
coz i managed to blog again !((:
heex !
hmm , recently studying !
gonna drive mie crazy !(;

lol ! i'm really afraid i might fail !

well , i noe tat it's impossible between him and mie .
i dun noe wad to say .
perhaps it's better to let go ?
he might have alr found someone he loves now ?(:
find myself so stuuupiiiiidd !
i always tel myself , i wont dwell on it anymore .
bt whenever my mind ish free .
i'll stil tink of this relationship .
wad i can say ish i still love you .
some things are better left unseen or unspoken , juz like my feelings towards you .
you're no longer e person i noe .
you've totally changed towards mie .
no mre you and mie .
let nature take it's course for each day i looked forward for .((:

ppl ,,, wish mie gd luckk for my end year exam !(=
haha ! i'm stil a cheerful gerl !

tkcare , ppl !^^
i love everyone !

SORRY...

2008-09-19T09:03:00.002+08:00

hey guys !
i'm busy wid my end-year-exam !
so cant bloggggggggggg !!!
some more hse com spoilt !
ish like wad de hell ...(:
hahas !
tryin to gey a lapptopp !
wahaha ! bt dun noe can ...XD
so muchh places i wan to go !
wait aft exam first ba . (:
hahas !
i'm feeling sickk !
i dun noe wad to blog le .
my mind ish so blank .
IF LOVE COULD BE THAT SIMPLE ...

WAHAHAHAS !!!

2008-09-08T19:38:00.000+08:00

wahaha !!! noob ba ?(=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG EN !!!

2008-09-02T18:28:00.001+08:00

wahahahas !!! no tym to upload mre picx ...
perhaps , other day ba .
hmm . yesterday was a fun-filled dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
hahas !!(=
celebrated yong en's bdae !
hehex !
early in e morning cabbed down to khatib to meet up the rest,
headed to sentosa tgt ! lol !XD
when reached sentosa ,,, play volleyball match !(=
and then cool ourselves at the sea !
splashing water and throwing "bomb" !!
poison ball in e water ! wahahahas !
me and yongen were buried in e sand !
wth ! lol !!
bt then , was fun !
aft some play play tym ,, went for a bath ...
and so .. headed to harbourfront to had our lunch at Kfc.
everyone was so shag .
hmm ... aft our lunch we took pictures ..
and laughing ard wid stupid jokes .
blahblah ... cut it short ..
actually planned to go suntec to buy donut, but then didn't went.
Headed back to khatib instead, went to bb court to play, sean went home. (:
While th girls were playing volleyball.
wahahahas !
aft nt long ,, everyone play volleyball and crap ard .
lols !!!(=
yuki went off first, to meet ahchun .
so we bid goodbye to her, bye bye song for her ..
went to coffee shop to eat satay ... hehex !
aft tat , our plan starts coming in .
guess wat ,,,
give yong en a surprise , obviously .
headed to multi storey carpark .
jiemin , sean and mie went to take e cake .
met nixon downstairs ,,,
then e moment we reached e roof of e carpark .
we shouted 'surprise!'
start singing bdae song !XD
let mie cut it short ... coz was a lonq dayyyyy ..
start filling his face with cake,
and feed him cherry. And the guys gave him b'day bash.
his hand was red ... wid some blue black too .(=
and then went to 803 ... slack slack ,,,
chitchatting, went back home at 11 plus.
Anw, Happy Birthday To Yongen ! :D
hope you enjoy yourself(:

hiies

2008-08-14T11:32:00.013+08:00

blahblah ! i'm bck !
i'll give it a short post .(=
hahas ! hmm . today got trainin !
gonna be a tired day . bleahx !
yesterday was our 3rd month tgt !
i love dear dear lots ! heex !
miss ya lots now .
so far , no improvment in my CCAs .
so sad . bt gonna work hard for it ! XD
didn't attend e detention which muru gave .....
and blahblah .....
well ,,, not much to post , yeahs ?
running out of tym lerhs .
get bck to post nex tym .
tkcare ppl !
LOVE YOU ALWAYS , DEAR !!!

fck off !

2008-08-04T11:58:00.002+08:00

waliao ! stupid muru larhs !
never wear P.E only marhs !
fck off larhs ! so troublesome .
muz go detention and blah blah ....
if dun go , cant go for matches on this wednesday !
starting to hate school alot ! tryin to study for e sake of my parents !
i dun noe wad happened to mie .
felt like a changed person in e inside .
i juz simply hate school now !
always relief , how to study lehs ?
this kind of school good mehs ?
fed up wid my life !!!
hate whatever i'm doing now .
i'm tired lerhs larhs .
juz wanna give up , because no one understands .
tryin to stay calm . bt i cant anymore !
HATEZ !!!

lonq lonq !!

2008-07-22T10:13:00.006+08:00

heex ! back to post again ! XD
so tired !! today gonna be a lonq day again .
lols ! mummy comin back lerhs ! so gooooooooddddd .....
2moro pickin her up at e airport .hehexx !((:
hmm . aft sku got trainin . find it abit shag ,
bt bo bian . hahas !
study real hard ! scored wel for my math test , man !
first test 19/20 . second test 22/25 !!
my first tym lehs . muz jiayous .
i wonder how's noel nowadays lerhs ..
i tink i shud look for her . heex !
miss guiyu lots . lost out quite alot in life . hahas !
that's life . baobeii andy , i love you luhs !
i'll be by yr side e ! hehex ! smileeeeeee !
you're e best nahx !
life's so good wid you . ((=
update nex tym again ba !
miss mie , ppl !XD
BAOBEIIS !!!

short post

2008-07-18T09:36:00.003+08:00

here for a short update . hehex((=
now having lesson .
today woke up , made things as usual .
bt inside not so-usual . (:
hmm . then i met yuki for breakfast .
aft that , head to sku . hahas !
cant really post much bout today .
coz having lesson . lols !
guess stoping here first . nex tym post long long e .
I LOVE YOU !((=

too many things

2008-07-01T14:32:00.001+08:00

blahsblahs ...
nw at yuki's hse . hahas !
wel ,,, nowadays doin fine , bt was tired .
i dun now why . hmm . my mum goin overseas for 10 days .
in a sudden . i felt that there is too much for mie to handle .
bt i stil have to try my best .
mummy goin overseas . gonna do hsework !
jux felt stressed . and i dun noe wads e reason .
my grandma comin my hse stay . help to look aft my sis .
hope i stil have my freedom for that 10 days !!! lols .
if not . i gonna be really mad alr !
hahas ! hmm . later got trainin .((=
haiyohs ! got homework , man ! hate it !
some more it's D&T lorhs !
need to do research .
nowadays i broke liao lerhs . no money .
so sad . so tryin to save money !
sec2 camps round e corner .
aft sec2 camp , stil need to help out wid enterprize day .
guess i really need alot of rest aft everything .
got tests , some more .
miss baobeii luhs .XD

last lonq .

2008-06-21T09:01:00.001+08:00

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i love you ,,, baobeii darling !
i love you ,,, baobeii darling !
i love you ,,, baobeii darling !
smuackxy muacks !!!XD
ANDY CHIA YONG THYE !

feelings back ?

2008-06-21T08:48:00.000+08:00

bleahs !XD
memories back last night ??
wid bagay , ahtou and yuki .
we 4 had a nice chat bout wad we used to do in e past .
hahas ! hmm . bt then kana screen by CIDs !
aft e screenin , we continue talkin and blahsblahs ...
decided to go car park see see . coz is really bored sittin dwn and
talkin only .((:
so went to car park . bagay and ahtou gave us a fright !
hahas ! noobies .(;
now in yuki's hse lehs . hahs !
usin com . blogging and frendsterin .
heex . went to view darling's frenster profile .
last tym look so noob .(:
hahas ! viewed some of yr comments too .
funny funny derhs .XD
hmm . juz nw went jogging wid yuki .
now so hungry . stomach callin lerhs lehs .
bt no food lehs . so tahan lorhs . heex(:
darling ,,, i miss you nahx !

2008-06-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

hahas !! finally back again !
so long never post lerhs .
hmm ... nowadays nobody at 111 lehs .
al MIA sia . lols !XD
bt stil got meet yuki .
that day , yuki , shihao , andy , botak and mie .
we 5 went to bugis . hehex !
was a fun day ! walk walk . buy things .
then we took neoprints too .
all look like a NOOBASS !(:
aft a few days . on e 13th .
it was my 1 month wid baobeii dar .((:
actually tot of goin out wid hiim only .
then like nowhere go like tat .
so decided to jio some frens along . hahas !
so yuki and botak went along too . heex .
we went to vivo city . lols !
walk walk , talk talk . then take picture .
al zilian .;D
funny pics many many uhs . hahas !
then al very tired lerhs except for yuki .
al slept in e bus when we're on e way back .
bt yuki never luhs . hahs !
very fun wid al e outing . lols .
hmm ... come back post nex tym again .
runnin out of tym lerhs . hehex .
tkcare frens !((:

yeahs , everything you ask for .

2008-05-23T10:54:00.018+08:00

now got a chance to post again .
i'm having lesson yet posting .
hahas . went to sku alone . so sad .):
coz yuki say her frens wanna late .
then i guess she oso joinin them bahs .
never ask much . heex .
after e mornin assembly .
went to e hall . for a video .
lols . then went for a break . XD
chit chat wid frens and all .
i told my frens i wanna go library .
all looked at mie wid a shocked face .
i juz dun understand . whr went wrong ?
hahas . ((:
then headed to e library .
borrowed a book bout life lists .
guess whr did we go nex ? hahas .
it's my fav lesson !
chinese . lols . we're at e com lab4 .
now having chinese lesson norhs .
heex . aft sku stil need to back to peixin pri .
hahas . now my cher standin nex to mie .
lookin at wad i post .
stupid libin .((: hahas !
gotta save money , asshole !
imissyou !
smuackx . iloveyoutoo !

iloveyou ,,,

2008-05-14T08:30:00.019+08:00

hahas ! i'm backk again .
nw having CPA lesson . lols .
exams over . finally can relax abit .((:
hmm . so boring .
hehex . everyday semmed to be derhs same lehs .XD
at 111 . chit chat . play bb ...
i've let go jiemin .
no longer girlfiends .
and that's for a reason . yeahs ?
jiemin . sorry ehs .
haish . stil a long way to noe each other .
we better stay as frens .
er ... nothing much to say .
post other tym again .
miss mie ppl !((:
iloveyou,,,darling !smuackx .

hmm

2008-05-05T16:50:00.000+08:00

hmm . so lonq nvr post lerhs . hahas !
finally got to post again .
nw at GNC lehs .
meet ahchun and xiaobidian .(:
recently at 111 . hahas .
life's gettin better for mie .
hahas .
so happy to be happy again .XD
lame ass , yeahs ?
hmm . unhappy things , dun wanna mention .
seemed like nth to post lehs .
ytd oso go 111 .
slack slack lorhs .((:
very boring lehs .
they playin dota !
make mie feel so bored . hahas .
hmm . alot of happy happy things happened in 111 .
hahas . very enjoyable nehs .
most of derhs tym chit chat .
so-so fun ! woohoos !
i wont forget something ,
datou become beh .
hahas !! thn all laugh like hell , man !
rollin on e floor and all ....
HAPPINESS IS EVERYTHING

volleyball

2008-04-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

back here again .
for posting bout volleyball thingy .(:
hmm ...
i remembered what mr ng said to all of us .
he said , so what if you can be the bast player when your attitude sux ,
you're still a bad player ! and there's still alot more .
this was what got into my mind so fast and i was awaked by then .
and from now on , there is no cap and v.cap anymore .
for now , our job is to get up our juniors .
setter place really means alot to me .
i want to hold the game if i can .
"failing doesn't make you a failure , bt give up does !XD
so i'll never give up .
because i don't want to be a failure .
i will learn to see that no matter how bad things are ,
there will oways be light in the end of the tunnel .
i'll work extra hard for my position !(:
coz i tried so hard for the past few months , and if someone
tells mie to give it to someone else to play my position .
i'll say 'no' . because i will never throw away my effort !!!
trust mie , i'll work extra hard .
I'M WAITING~

not good enough ?

2008-04-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

for what i've done . not good enough ?
or ish there someone better ?
perhaps , your feeling really did fade ?
i dun noe . i was so shocked to your msg .
i was lost by then .
got nth better to say . you really did hurt mie .
i couldn't belive it at all yeahs ?
anyway , what happened had happened .
it's going to be too late to bring it back again .
i really dun understand ,
you said not use to it .
then why take risk for a try ?
haiyahs ... dun wanna talk bout tis anymore .
it really make no sense at all ....
i'm so ... disappointed , sad , angry ... and , too tired for everything .
i muz over come everything . because i noe tis isn't mie .
i've not been here for awhile , and now . i want myself back !
i muz be strong .
ah zhong , thanks lots . you guided mie all along .
you're juz like my elder bro .
as for jiemin and yuki , you've always been there for mie .
i've had enough of sadness .
love comes and goes as how it wan .
juz like derhs wind blows the love around .
is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at all .
i was cryin whole day for today .
whenever i tink back the good memories wid you .
i started to have tears again .
too much to forget .
scars make us stronger for life . i belive .
okays .... enough . lets talk bout something better ?

i had alot of fun in 111 today . yesterday and many days ago ..
hahas !!((:
my best place where i always get happiness !
never want to be apart wid them .XD
hmm ,, i met aunty pauline at 109 .
she had a small church above shop and save .
she told mie derhs .
then i had a great chat wid her .
she's a nice lady . so is uncle peter yeahs ?(:
hehes !! i'm going to be so busy tis week !
woohoos !!((:
guess , that's all ?
pls let go~ thanks fir the memories~
broken-up

finally .

2008-04-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

finally got to post again .
now at shanyin hse .(:
waitin for her to finish bathin ..
hahs !(:
the cat anyhow sial .. very cute . lols !!
nowadays ... really am bored .

cant post much

2008-04-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm ... nowadays cant really post lerhs ..
so sorry ..((:
coz my hse derhs com got problem ehs ...
so sad ,, now having lesson yet posting ..
hahas !!:D
well ,, really got alot to say bout volleyball !
lonq story .. that's why cant post now .
other tym bahs .. waiting for derhs betters to come .
iloveyou !!!((:

((:

2008-03-28T22:25:00.001+08:00

Memories last forever !!!(:

Memories last forever!!!((:

ungracefully.

2008-03-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

today's match agaisnt woodlands !!

although we won .. i dun tink we did well enough ....

dun wanna talk mre bout volleyball lerhs .

hmm ... i saved $5 today !! woohoos !!

all thanks to jiaping ! hahas !!:D

good rite ? ((:

well .. there is always something i'm happy wid .

and there sure is something i'm sad wid .

i dun noe was it that i'm tinkin too much or

was it real . hope i'm tinkin too much bahs .

what else can cheer mie up ?

i really wish to laugh !! everyone wants that, yeahs ?

feel like cryin .. and dun no wad shit larhs !

making mie feel so fed up !
bt still need to smile !! ((:
hmm ,, dear , do you tink we're spendin lesser and lesser tym tgt ?
guess you won't be viewin my blog bahs .
bt i can prove that 'iloveyou' .
i juz don't get it sometimes . simply dun understand .
i seem unseen to you sometimes ?
juz spendin a little mre tym .. will it kill ?
i tried to understand . pls understand too .
i dun noe wad to do and say . i'm not forcing you to do anything .
stay happy , dear !((:
dear , iloveyou !!!<3

270308

2008-03-27T21:32:00.000+08:00

haahs !! today's blog ,,,
wow !! was so tired after trainin ..
i love today's trainin alot !!!
doing push ups, sit ups, running and all !
so gdddddd !!... lols !! today never go sku bt gt go 4 trainin !
some say i pon !! wth ! bt i never .. ((:
tmr there's a match against woodland !
woohoos ! gonna be fun bahs ,,
coach let mie play open !
bt dun noe goin to do a gd job nt ..
hehex !!!:D
iloveyou!!!<3

2008-03-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

1T1 in 2007 !!
Misses it so much !!<333

Promises .

2008-03-26T22:48:00.000+08:00

okay , today ... lets talk bout today .
i woke up in the morning ... preparing myself for a new day .
and then met jiemin and yuki .. we had our breakfast .
then headed to sch . was almost late .
bt didn't , hahs !
after that .. back to class for lessons .
as usual . nth happened ...
1230 ... gettin ready for tournament !!
whats the result ?
bad news ... no ones wants to hear bout it too .
then after tournament , headed to katib .
meet bq , zj , raul at mac ..
then guess wad ??? SSC again !
it was damn bored , yeahs ?
lols ... then night tym lerhs !!
tis tym guess headed to whr ?
obviously home rite ?
so went home lorhs ....
then ........ blahsblahs ....
well ,, life seem to gets boring each day ..
miss mie ppl !
iloveoyou !!!(:

Smileeeeeeee !!!(:

2008-03-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

I'm too tired lerhs !! lols .. (:
but still need to go on, yeahs ?
hahas !! walao ... i miss him larhs .
stupid lorhs ! nvr sms mie ... hahas !! kiddin .
tmr's match agaisnt sem !! yeahs !!
jiayous gerls !! hope no 1 gets dissappointed tmr !(:
nothing is impossible unless it's proven impossible !
so ... we gonna fight till the end yeahs ?
sometimes , it's not about losing or winning .
it's about how you play ... how you enjoy .
cheeting , spike hard tmr ! yuki , dun touch net tmr !
lynette , look out for drop ball ! fila , receive the ball calmly !
joanne , look out for drop ball too ! lixian , dun use 1 hand !
and mie ? set the ball nice nice arhs !
so jiayous gerls ! i belive in you all !((:
JIAYOUS !

My new post ..

2008-03-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

okays ...

tis is my new post for tis blog !(:

hahas !! so boring staying at home ..

no 1 jio mie out sia ..):

but nvm ... lols ...

anyways , thanks to yuki .

she helped mie with my blogskin .:D

thanks arhs .

well .. actually nth much today .

juz posting for fun ba ..

thats all .

miss mie ppl !! ((: